Many a times this query comes to our mind – is there a life
after death?
Let me narrate a few experiences of mine .
The first one goes back to Dec 1987 – Jan 1988 when my Mother was
undergoing treatment in Isabella hospital following a surgery to remove gall
bladder stones. She was operated on 17th
December 1987.
When I reached Chennai on 25th December and
reached Satchi Chithi’s place in Alwarpet, I was told that I should rush to
Isabella hospital, as my mother health had deteriorated . It transpired that she had accumulated chest
congestion during the post operative week and on 24th December
Morning – her heavy coughing made the surgery stichings to give way and her
entire small intestine had come out.
Ironically, Dr. MGR had passed away that morning in Chennai and the
entire city was in a chaotic state. Isabella
hospital had a scant strength of Doctors and nurses due to Christmas. Sreedher had managed to bring Dr. Rajendran in
a Police van and an emergency second surgery was done to push the intestine in
and restitch the opening. During this
operation, her heart stopped beating – it was revived at the operation table
and when she was brought to the room – once again her heart stopped and doctors
made all efforts to revive the heart.
Heart started beating but my mother was unconscious. I decided to stay by her side at the hospital
, while Sreedher reluctantly left to go back to Delhi. For the next 7 days she
remained unconscious. On 1st
Jan 1988, she opened her eyes and started taking liquids orally. I wished her happy new year. She later on recovered well and got discharged after a month.
When she was recovering at in Anu’s house in Alwarpet – I was by her side and narrated the post
surgery complications to her. Then I
asked her - what was her experience when
she suffered massive heart attack. What I write below is what she told me at
that time. She experienced the
following: She felt herself (a figure
identical to herself)separating from her body, watching her body lying on the
hospital bed from the ceiling of the room for a while. Thereafter, she saw
herself travelling at a speed faster than even light into an endless
tunnel. On both sides of the tunnel, she
saw images of all events that she had passed through till that date in reverse
order as a continuous film of her own life running backwards. Suddenly this supersonic flight stopped. At double the speed, she saw herself
returning back into the body at the hospital bed – this time the tunnel screens
replaying the life events in the right order.I was dumbstruck – but she
narrated this non-challantly. Is this an
indication of ‘soul’s travel into universe and a proof of soul being different
from Body, Mind and intellect?
My second experience was in Srirangam, in my younger brother
house – where we had gathered to perform the 13day ceremonies following my
Father’s demise. It was 9th
day after my father’s death. The entire
family was sleeping in the first floor hall – next to each other. I suddenly had a dream early morning say 3 AM
or so. A figure resembling my
father was sitting on the parapet wall
in the open terrace adjoining the room where we were sleeping. I asked him as to what he wanted. He ( the figure) stated that he wanted to see
the entire family together and hence he came.
I woke up . Interestingly, when I returned to Mumbai after these
ceremonies and resumed office duties, my boss at that time, Mr. Viswanathan ,
offered condolences. The next question
from him surprised me – He said – Chandrasekar, do you believe in life after
death?
My third experience was a very recent one. After a very
hectic day full of meetings, I was sleeping in my house in Mumbai. I had a dream in which I saw my
Chittappa Venkatachalam looking at me
and commending the way the meetings were conducted. I replied that I had learnt this from him –
when I had seen him conduct meetings in Gopalapuram House Mortgage Bank in the
late 1960s. He smiled and then again
vanished.
There could be many medical explanations to what was
experienced by my mother, the other two could be discarded as dreams of a
disturbed or overworked brain. In
Advaita philosophy, we talk of immortal Soul (atman) , which is beyond and
separate from Body, Mind, and Intellect.
If we believe in immortal Soul, then there must be a life for the Soul.
Har Har Mahadev!
sekar
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